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YeS Yes yEs inDEEd. a Very speciaL MesSAGe FOr THAt oNE spECial PERson....

When it all ended,

There was nowhere to turn.

I hid inside myself,hoping someone would find me.

That day never came.

As the years passed the pain lessened.

I thought your voice was silenced forever.

I was wrong.

This time there's no turning back.

Emerege from a doorway at the end of a war inside my soul.

Theres no picking up where we left off and there will not be a future.

Ive died so many times inside,ive accepted this pain,

And i cant look back now....i never will.

You made me realise everything ive ever known of love was pain.

And the person you once were has died and rotted away.

Ive lived with this knife in my heart as a reminder of what i cant be...

I know all i do is hate you....

There is nothing you could ever say or do.

You were never part of my life,And you never will be.


i will always love you charmaine...

 

 

 


 


 



i remember changing...

Because you'd be impressed.

i remember shouting...

Because you'd calm me down.

i remember walking away...

Because you'd run after me.

i remember breaking down into tears...

Because you'd comfort me.

i remember hitting you...

Because...

i...

dont...

know.

i love you?




 



Do you know what TRUE love is....? .........Sacrifice.......... (Elliott 2003)